Amanda Palmer goes Portuguese and it (incredibly) feels upsetting

Just the other day – after having already read “The Art of Asking”, which I had proudly pre-ordered and eagerly waited for about two months to arrive, and after having listened to, and identified with, tons and tons of Amanda Palmer’s songs – news arrived that her book got its Portuguese version for its own right. And merit, of course. She’s good with words, and such skill pays for a good part of her success. Maybe the other is the ability to be in many places at once, busting all over, and yet surely another part of the success is due to her outspoken, attention-grabbing character, and the ability to connect people she so much preaches about. All under the bright spotlights where Palmer belongs and deserves.

I have been a fan for a few years now myself: following her chirps on Twitter, the avalanche of comments and thousands of exchanges on Facebook – and, eventually, some whimsical moments on Instagram, whenever I remember to log it in – and thought to myself I should be glad more people around here will have access to the crowdfunding-giving-loving-sharing gospel she preaches. Curiously, however, I’m not as enthusiastic as I would or could or should be. The fact is it seems like these connections AFP so much preaches have very delimited and certain places to happen: Australia, Iceland, Germany, any other European country or hidden city in the US of A., you name it, but it seems Brazil and Latin America are nothing more than mere editorial and business markets where she can not only spread the word but also profit from. And it’s not fundamentally a problem weren’t it so disconnected to the philosophy I once believed would change the music industry and break the internet, all at once – and Amanda Palmer looked like the right person to do that. I still think she’s a kick-ass figure and really bold woman, and her boldness lays a lot in not being afraid of her frailty. That’s human and humane. And it’s beautiful. But lately the whole thing has tasted like Vegemite to me – especially this Portuguese version of her book. The thing is selling already and nobody who’s already reading it could thank her in person or throw a flower back at her.

Obviously, one can’t be everywhere at once, like I wanted it to be in the first paragraphs (it’s not possible even if you dilute ‘once’ into ‘dozens of times’). Everywhere is just too many places for a person to even try to get to in a lifetime. But I’m sure a place the size of Brazil, with its around 200 million people (unfortunately, not all of them literate – not even a satisfactory fraction of them) and, so to say again, a potentially good editorial market (of course it’s controversial, but a book with the appeal of Palmer’s can potentially sell pretty well to our standards) is not exactly a insignificant place. “Brazil as an insignificant place” is, of course, also very controversial depending on the point of view. Just ask to the thousands of Brazilians who live in Miami, glad to have survived and escaped “the havoc”. Oh, and of course, it might be especially hard to be on the move when you’re pregnant.

But then I ask myself why the pre-pregnant AFP wouldn’t tour down here and why the pregnant AFP would want Brazilians who never heard of her read her book. Not that a person should just preach to the choir, or the thing becomes a cult (and I wonder if it hasn’t become already). But the point is: is it just up for us fans to start a crowdfunding campaign and “beg” her to come? Is it just because independent artists REALLY don’t get enough funds to it? There are a bunch of other artists with way less than +1 million fans on Twitter or causing less buzz on Facebook who did it – just by seeing lots of comments from Brazilian fans in social media saying we’d really love them to come – not exactly backed by Virgin or Sony.

Anyways, rants are rants, and this one is no different. It’s good to have yet another positive-sounding tree-hugging life-loving title on our bookshelves (Portugal, I do love you, a lot, but don’t think just too many books out there are translated into Camões’ language because of you. Quantity matters and Amanda Palmer knows it). Of course I was truly moved by her book, and am still moved by most of her songs. But it doesn’t feel like a fair game when someone advocates towards deep connections and treats a parcel of his or her fans like a profitable market. And this is exactly what it feels like. If I were to cheer about the fact that, as an American, Amanda knows we speak Portuguese in Brazil, I’d probably turn to some other pop divas – possibly with the wits of Miley Cirus (no, I wouldn’t. That was just to make a point). “Heeey! Good you know we don’t speak Spanish! Hooray!” would be too little of an expectation towards a badass smart feminist such as Palmer. And that’s why feeling like we’re being treated like a market upsets me so much, coming from her. I wouldn’t bother if anyone else in the showbiz did it (like they do). It’s part of the script. But one of the potential shakers of the music industry – who claims to use love and human connections as tools? Well, that hurts a bit.

Was ist passiert?

So the glitch wasn’t hidden in the engine of the aircraft. It was in between the control panel and the co-pilot seat in a locked cockpit. Everything about this mass murder is shocking, appalling. But there are a few aspects that maybe are worth thinking about.

One of them is the (even greater) stigmatization of people carrying some kind of mental illness. Sometimes they’re easy to hide, and there’s no safe way to detect and treat some, like depression, if the depressed him/herself doesn’t or can’t gather enough courage to face it. It’s a life-consuming leak which can be barely detectable and prone to cause some real damage – but we should be better at dealing with it as a society. Maybe not as a hypermedicated, ultracompetitive one, but maybe as a more human, understanding and compassionate one. Maybe this way people would want to have their names remembered and “change the system” not for what they can destroy and break, but for what they can create and heal – even if this is always a harder path.

And another thing is how we modulate actions and behavior in our control societies. Had the doctor who declared the young man “unfit to work” given the diagnosis to Lufthansa’s HR (or medical) department, what could have happened? But then: ethics might be a quite complicated line here, but what about when not being fit to work puts hundreds of lives under your care in danger? Again, the old debate of “exchanging our liberties for more safety” might pop up. But do we want to live in a hyper-surveiled society, up to the point of having this kind of delicate information disclosed to employers, being this information vital to the exercise of some trades? But then, if we don’t, do we incur in a greater danger of having disasters like the one that happened this week?

And what to say about something that was considered “suicide”, then “mass murder”, but not exactly “terrorism”? Does the latter depend on a strict connection to Al-Qaeda, Boko Haram or groups of this kind – or on being a Muslim? Of course when someone kills some 150 other people besides him/herself, that can’t be considered a plain suicide. Mass murder is much more appropriate. But why not say this was a terrorist act? Can’t white European people be liable to commit them, too?

Asking for help

Now THIS is amazing. I’ve also seen AFP’s talk longer ago – really touching, confronting, bold, radical, inspiring – and it lingered on in my head times after having watched it for the first time (with a room for a second, third, fourth, Nth time…). It was nice to be reminded of this talk today once more by having this post fall on my lap – and seeing some different ways people have of connecting and valuing the humanity in others – of showing they care. Specially funny for having been confronted with so much food for thought lately (involving even some brooding over how I’d look like if I had my head shaved, funny thing) and pondering over the coherence between discourse and action I’m entangled in. Feeling some thoughts rewire in here.

George Blogs

I watched a TED talk by Amanda Palmer last week, it was doing the rounds on facebook in one of those articles that is guaranteed to put me off! Enough people I respect commented or shared it for my interest to be peaked and I’m really glad I watched it. I would highly recommend the 14 minutes of your life it takes to watch it.

Essentially it is a story of trust, reciprocity, connection and vulnerability – dressed up in a fantastic narrative about the music industry, crowd-surfing, couch-surfing and her hugely successful attempts to crowdfund her work.

I’ve been musing on this video ever since. There was so much of it that spoke to me, what she said about trust and asking for help, about connectivity between people, about systems and hierarchies, and vulnerability and change. I don’t want to spoil it, I’d highly recommend it. Then I read…

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Steps of a perpetual dance: sound, silence and noise

On a given Sunday night, January 18th 2004, the spectators that filled the Barbican Hall in the British capital could presence a memorable performance of the BBC Symphonic Orchestra: musicians ‘en garde’, fingers over the piano, extended arches and eyes in the conductor, who, curiously, starts to count the minutes in a clock. An anxious silence of suspended breaths fills the room. It’s only broken with the coughing that follows the turning of a page in the sheet by the people on the stage in order to give a start to the second movement. And so it is in the third. Four minutes and 33 seconds later, the public’s ovation. They had just experienced one of the most emblematic compositions of the contemporary erudite music, 4’33”, which had, in that night, been televised for the first time since its conception, around half a century earlier, by artist, theorist and composer John Cage.

According to critic Alex Ross, author of The rest is noise: listening to the twentieth century and Listen to this, Cage was to the second half of the last century what Schoenberg was to the first: the latter with his pioneerism in defending the emancipation of dissonance and experimenting atonality (non-linearity among notes that should repeat in a melody, bringing some ‘comfort’ to the listener and the ‘resolution of conflict’ to a piece); and the first, with his performances and improvising with his ‘prepared piano’, in which objects were put amidst its strings so they’d produce different sounds. Although Cage had been a Schoenberg pupil in his youth, Oriental music is the most remarkable influence in his work – and, being so, it wasn’t strange that he considered music, noise and silence were all part of an inseparable profusion. “Sound should present itself devoid of human interference. 4’33” ends up being an anti-egoic manifesto in this sense”, observes Pauxy Nunes, Composition professor at the Federal University of Rio de Janeiro (UFRJ).

William Brooks, researcher at the universities of York and Illinois, says Cage didn’t believe in the existence of absolute acoustic silence. “The experience that nourished this disbelief was his passage through an anechoic chamber in Harvard University”, where, even in a soundproof environment, he could still listen to the low sound of his blood circulation and the high sound of his nervous system at work. “I think in his mind there was a kind of distinction between silence as a real absence of acoustic stimulation – and this was what he said that didn’t exist – and silence as a mental state – and this, I believe he’d have said, especially in his last years, that did exist”, he ponders.

Sound versus silence, Brooks recalls, might not be a binary opposition. “The opposite of silence is not necessarily sound, from a musician’s point of view: there’s a kind of triadic opposition that exists between silence, musical sound and noise. The two last have duration in common, whereas silence is only duration”, he points out. He says that, under this point of view, silence has become a metaphor, a description of a mental state in which nothing is privileged and in which one is open to anything around.

In his book O som e o sentido: uma outra história das músicas, composer José Miguel Wisnik corroborates with this idea of silence as non-diferentiation. He writes that, as in the example of Newton’s disk, that makes all colors fuse into white as it gains movement, “the total sonorous is silence” because it is the “matrix of all possible communication, of all canalization of whatever message it is, the matter of all sonorous landscapes, frequency of frequencies, pulse of pulses, noise/zero”. Silence is, under this point of view, filled of sound in its essence. On the other hand, Wisnik reminds, “there’s no sound without pause. Our eardrum would go into spasm. Sound is presence and absence and is, for the least it looks like, drenched with silence”.

And the frontier between silence and noise is found in a horizon continuously fluid and less easily prone to be set boundaries in. Brooks reminds that, in the past century, people would throw a kitchen sink at a drum set in order to produce sound in performances. “Historically, the limits (between sound and silence) is kept in constant movement. In a broader sense, the tendency has been to become more inclusive. There are less and less sounds that can be taken as noise, non-musical or not appropriate to a musical continuity. In Cage’s work, for example, there’s no noise and music, only sound”, he observes.

However, the American performer wasn’t the first to blur the limits between silence, noise and musical sound. “After the Industrial Revolution there were people who did it already”, Pauxy Nunes tells. “They took machines on stage and did concerts with turbines, for example. That, at the time, was avant-garde in its extreme”, which ended up giving birth to electronic music as we know it today. A name that became known for such practice and is considered one of the precursors of futuristic music is the painter and composer Luigi Russolo, who wrote the manifesto The Art of Noise in 1913. It wasn’t unusual that his audiences got shocked with the sound of valves and engines he used in his performances: all in all, it was just pure noise. Which is split from sound, according to William Brooks, by absolutely social, historical and social criteria. “There’s no physical property or a priori to establish a difference between both”, he notes.

But, even being so, there’s no way out from certain definitions, which serve as a starting point to analysis. Pauxy Nunes says that the classical conception of noise encompasses undesirable sound, “which conveys something that doesn’t translate a style or practice, that doesn’t fit a defined melodic height”, and which, even having been historically avoided by the classic canon, has always had its space, even if peripheral: “In the 20th century, it was either avoided or used as a kind of slight ornament, as if it were a different color, in painting”, he says. Changes in philosophical thought and the upcoming of Psychoanalysis made noise, then, start to equate to the desired sound. “It’s an element that emerges and starts to pair up with melody”, according to the researcher.

Whereas noise is disturbance to the canon, silence is classically considered as a negative value, a “background over which music is outlined, a blank canvas”, Nunes observes, “but these same changes in Western thought were responsible for making this background start to gain a value in itself – like in Painting, in which the white canvas becomes as a relevant element as the dye”, he compares.

And we cannot forget that, though sound, silence and noise have their musical implications and give room to philosophical and technical discussions, they also have deep social implications – sometimes manifesting themselves not just as metaphors. Or, as Jacques Attali holds up to view in Noise: the political economy of music, silence as non-diferentiation manifests itself in contemporary society in the production and consumption of goods, and where “unanimity becomes the criterion to beauty” and all surfaces need to be smooth and polished. Hence the importance of noise, of the rituals of parties and carnivals, he says. The breaking of uniformity inverts hierarchies and gives a glimpse of the strings that manipulate power behind them. Noise, in this sense, is quite far from being a social disturbance.

(The original version, in Portuguese, has been published here)

A post-it on the art of writing

When you read a good piece of writing and you want to keep it close to your eyes or simply don’t want to lose track of it, maybe a good thing to do is also (maybe) the simplest thing to do: write something down about it, highlit it, staple a post-it on it ‘till you’ve got it swallowed down. [And when you think it’s really gold, please share it]

As I was reading some notes on some very touching (and useful) Hemingway’s advice on writing, just got caught with stuff to think for a good deal of days ahead. It definitely deserves a highlight. You might know how to be clear and concise, you might know how to make the good questions to get a good story. But that’s never enough (and I don’t see a reason why it should be) and you might start worrying that being good enough is not good enough. You want your voice to stand out from the crowd, you want to do something meaningful, you want people to see how refined your skill is, how long and how hard it took you to craft it. And how you still painstakingly work on it. And then you might get it a little wrong, lose balance and become what in this excerpt Hemingway qualified as an owl. “A writer who appreciates the seriousness of writing so little that he is anxious to make people see he is formally educated, cultured or well-bred is merely a popinjay”. And become a lover of the epic. Of the hazy, complicated, mistifying words in complicated structures of an epic. And then a good thing to remember is that

“All bad writers are in love with the epic”.

Not the epic as the epic itself, but the grandeur of the thing, the necessity of building imaginary castles to adorn your art. And it makes a lot of sense from this what he said. And what he wrote. He could portray the epic without falling bewitched by it. Maybe he needed not to be in love with it in order to get us this sense of epic in his writing. Something to bear in mind.

And another thing, maybe as important as keeping your feet on the ground is, of course, showing up for the work. That sieves job from hobby. Deadlines in this sense are a great reminder of what’s the difference from one to another, but the good thing is not always to rely on them. Ideas live better when they have space to breathe and don’t have to be smashed or trimmed by tight deadlines. And you can usually gild them by powdering a little with some gold you find along the way, learning from who’s been there. But the best thing is to keep them moving. After all, ideas have a life by themselves and like to walk, run and fly over rooftops.